Yes, yes, yes. I feel what you are saying, and after the fifth time reading this, I realize the “crave” section is the why. What do we crave? And can we whittle that down to what are we scared of, and are those fears legitimate?

I ask myself why I do what I do. Why did I agree to this show, to this major overwhelming effort, to things I can’t accomplish sustainably? What makes me a workaholic? If I could choose brand new descriptives, what would they be and could I inhabit them?

Anyways, thank you.